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[konstant]

"I'm not going anywhere," he answers, which may not always be true, which may not have been true in the past, but here and now it is. Here and now he's got her, and he hooks his arms around her, too, for these moments.

He kisses her hair, gentle, and rubs his fingertips over the low of her back, and just holds onto her while the water falls down over them.

[thecanarylives]

She doesn’t quite believe it, but that much doesn’t really matter to her at the moment. He’s here now, strong and steady and warm against her, and she tightens her grip around him, as if she could keep him here by sheer will.

Eyes fluttering closed, she sinks into the comfort of him, the brush of his touch. A shudder of a sigh escapes her, hitched in the back of her throat.

[konstant]

K could, if asked, say exactly how long they stand there like that; he's capable of keeping track of it, but he doesn't just now, at least not consciously. He just holds her, and lets her hold onto him, until the water starts to run cold.

He reaches then to turn it off and says, "Come lay down with me."

[thecanarylives]

She’s jarred out of her thoughts by the chill of the water, blinking out of her daze and glancing up at him. Nodding at his words, she drags the shower door open to grab them a towel, swiping it across the broad expanse of his chest, his shoulders, her gaze distant, her movements methodical.

[konstant]

K stands still for her, lets her do whatever it is she needs to do with him, watching.

When he takes the towel from her, he returns the favor, but it's anything but mechanical, anything but methodical. He pulls the fabric along her skin and muscles like a sculptor teasing the curves and definition out of clay, like a carpenter checking a level or a potter for cracks.

He is careful, not as if she is breakable and fragile, but as though she is precious. To him, specifically, she is precious.

[thecanarylives]

She shifts under the intensity of that gaze - at the vulnerability that washes over her, unsure herself of what exactly he sees. All those broken pieces under a microscope for him to sift through.

She doesn't meet his gaze as she climbs out of the shower, as she pads barefoot out of the bathroom and towards the bed.

"You wanted to talk," she says finally, grabbing an oversized t-shirt from her drawer.

[konstant]

"I do."

He doesn't try to keep her gaze when she looks away. They're her secrets to hide or offer, even if he does keep watching her nonetheless. He knows her well enough these days he could make up the difference if he tried.

He lets her keep the shield of herself up for now though. Instead, he wraps the towel around his waist, tucks it so it'll hold, and follows after her.

He catches one side of the shirt as she yanks it out, a moment away from holding it out for her to help pull it over her head.

"I don't want you to lock yourself away with all of this like you always do."