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Date: 2023-03-24 10:53 pm (UTC)
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"It doesn't have to be a bad thing, does it?"

Maybe he's asking more for himself than for K, but they both have so many reasons not to trust love or attachment.

Date: 2023-03-26 03:46 pm (UTC)
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"It hasn't for me either. It's been amazing, K." So why did he run? Because it was overwhelming. A wave crashing over him, something he couldn't just breathe through.

"I can't promise I won't make mistakes again. But it won't be this one. I won't run from you."

Date: 2023-03-26 06:23 pm (UTC)
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He doesn't deserve this sort of forgiveness but he can make damn sure he earns it.

"Can I touch you?"

Date: 2023-03-26 09:43 pm (UTC)
hippie_ninja: (frown)
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He starts to reach for him but he saw that hesitation.

"You can say 'no'. I understand. It's okay. I won't be hurt." He understands needing space after pain.

Date: 2023-03-27 02:15 pm (UTC)
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What Jesus wasn't prepared for is that he's afraid to touch K now. But he steps forward and tentatively wraps his arms around him, lays his head against him.

Date: 2023-03-27 09:55 pm (UTC)
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"I'm sorry, K." He doesn't know what else to say; the words he usually has just dry up into this one solid truth. "I never wanted to hurt you. I never want to hurt you again, and I know I will."

Date: 2023-03-29 02:19 pm (UTC)
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"I hate them, too. I do." For different reasons, but legitimate ones. "They get to me, too."

Date: 2023-03-29 05:14 pm (UTC)
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"It was a piece of paper that took me away from my mom. It was always papers that got me sent to homes that didn't want me. I don't trust the papers here to protect me the way they say they will. But I don't have a good alternative to going along with it here."

Date: 2023-03-30 03:57 am (UTC)
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Jesus lets him go, folds his arms across his chest, listens. "I know. And I wish I knew how to help."

But clearly he doesn't know how to help with his own issues.

"It doesn't help that you aren't being treated like property by Drake?"

Date: 2023-03-30 09:10 pm (UTC)
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It's a knife to the throat, is what it feels like, hearing that and knowing how much he's failed K.

"Please let me prove myself to you."

Date: 2023-03-30 11:55 pm (UTC)
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"That I won't actually leave you." He turns, restless in a way he has never felt before. He wants to move, to run, but not to run anywhere that takes him away from K.

Date: 2023-03-31 01:31 am (UTC)
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Okay. An 'okay' is better than a 'no'.

Jesus only paces a little before he steadies himself and looks back at K. "What do you need right now?"

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