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[hippie_ninja]

"He thought he was helping you," is what Jesus is hearing now.

"Are you okay with Sara? Has it damaged your friendship?"

[konstant]

"I'm being very careful," is his first answer, and he glances at the door when he does; they're being quiet, being careful, but Sara doesn't sleep much and when she does it's light. He's sure she knows Jesus is here.

He just needs, as he said, to be very careful. "I don't know how much of this is the temporary contract, and how much is... everything."

[hippie_ninja]

He sits back a little, looking at K. "She cares about you. Deeply. I don't think this could change that for her; I hope it hasn't for you."

[konstant]

"I know," he says, because he does. He remembers how desperately she'd been trying not to push him, how much she wanted to help. "I care about her too. That doesn't change."

There's just a lot, and a lot he doesn't try to talk about, doesn't see why he would.

[hippie_ninja]

He nods; he's glad about that. But he sits back slightly to be able to see K.

"Help me understand what you're going through?"

[konstant]

K has learned to trust Jesus insofar as talking about most things go, and this isn't a case of distrust necessarily - he just has no idea where to start.

Jesus sits back. K rubs his thumb along the crest of his hip and leans his shoulders back into the headboard, quiet for a long, long time.

"I'm not trying to be difficult," he finally leads with - for his friends, for any Dominants, for the program, for himself, right now. It's what he keeps circling back to when he tries to explain. "There's just... a lot that's changed, all at once."