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KD6-3.7 ([personal profile] konstant) wrote2037-07-05 07:23 pm
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-23 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
He shakes his head. "Time. To see you prove it. But I don't know what would prove it to you besides me just being present."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-23 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"What would it have looked like if you hadn't ignored it?" But more importantly, "I'm hearing that you feel- fault, maybe, for being hurt by this. There's no fault on your end."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-24 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
A flaw. A warning spark.

Jesus isn't a replicant but oh, the ways he empathizes with that way of thinking.

"Made to be what?"
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-24 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
He swallows. "Love isn't something you can choose or predict. It just happens. So I don't think there's any way they could make you around those parameters, K."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-24 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
"They gave you a baseline because they know you are capable of love," he points out. "If you weren't they wouldn't have needed to watch you so closely."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-24 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
He watches K. He thinks he should go--part of him thinks K wants him to go--but he doesn't move. "Me saying it to you doesn't mean you have to feel anything back."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-24 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"It doesn't have to be a bad thing, does it?"

Maybe he's asking more for himself than for K, but they both have so many reasons not to trust love or attachment.
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-26 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"It hasn't for me either. It's been amazing, K." So why did he run? Because it was overwhelming. A wave crashing over him, something he couldn't just breathe through.

"I can't promise I won't make mistakes again. But it won't be this one. I won't run from you."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-26 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't deserve this sort of forgiveness but he can make damn sure he earns it.

"Can I touch you?"
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-26 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
He starts to reach for him but he saw that hesitation.

"You can say 'no'. I understand. It's okay. I won't be hurt." He understands needing space after pain.
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-27 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
What Jesus wasn't prepared for is that he's afraid to touch K now. But he steps forward and tentatively wraps his arms around him, lays his head against him.
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-27 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm sorry, K." He doesn't know what else to say; the words he usually has just dry up into this one solid truth. "I never wanted to hurt you. I never want to hurt you again, and I know I will."
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[personal profile] hippie_ninja 2023-03-29 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"I hate them, too. I do." For different reasons, but legitimate ones. "They get to me, too."

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