He feels a bit like he's being asked to stand on hamstrung legs at this point, but he is trying. He has so much ground to make up, his life has been so different from so many of the people here, and it's not anyone's fault but now he has no idea what's expected of him. It had gotten easier for a while, as what he was made to be became more distant from him, but it's all right back at the fore now.
"I didn't lie. I didn't sacrifice myself. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I don't know what else to tell you."
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He feels a bit like he's being asked to stand on hamstrung legs at this point, but he is trying. He has so much ground to make up, his life has been so different from so many of the people here, and it's not anyone's fault but now he has no idea what's expected of him. It had gotten easier for a while, as what he was made to be became more distant from him, but it's all right back at the fore now.
"I didn't lie. I didn't sacrifice myself. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I don't know what else to tell you."